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Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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Rambling of recent events "
don't you hate it when people copy you ?
don't you hate how they steal all your ideas ?
don't you just hate how they even copy what you say ?!
well i sure hate that. it bugs the hell outta me...
first , they try copying your handwriting
then they try to copy the way you dress
then they even copy the way you talk . . .
and now they even copy the exact same phrase that you have said?!!!
what the hell is up with that-___-"
do they know how annoying that is?!
i mean if it was just the copying of my handwriting, that's still acceptable
but why are they copying practically everything else of me too?
like what is next?
the way i look?!!! seriously wtfff !!!
and another matter ;
if a guy breaks up with you , don't chase after him!
(sorry to say this, but that is just extremely pathetic)
if MANY of your fds tell you that he isn't worth it, trust them!
don't think that you are always right because it is your feelings.
you are probably just too blinded by love to see your other half's faults.
after you two break up,don't go around having people feel sorry for you.
i know that is hard to forget and not be sad, but try.
you have to try harder. you have to learn from these experiences.
these are all experiences that you will probably encounter in the future.
learn to deal with these things. take advantage of this to become more mature.
you won't always have things go your way.
you won't always be able to try your childish ways to get something.
just be mature and deal with it.
and don't ditch your fds in the process!
do you know how much they have supported you and helped you?!
i can't believe someone would ditch someone like that for another
that you have just befriended recently ...
(these things also go for person 1)
Thursday, 29 October 2009
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{ "episode.o4" }
心情一點都不好:|
they are only there when they need you
when you need them they never are there
it's like they flew away along with the wind
never should you trust them to be there
when you're angry and sad,
they just turn away and ignore you
just because they don't like the way you talk or act
i now know why you should never trust anyone but yourself
you should just keep feelings inside you
never let any other human being know of it
they will most likely just stab you in the back,
leave you alone in this desolate planet,
and never look back to see how you are doing
struggle as we might, they will never notice
for they are too busy worrying about other things
they just don't really care . .
wonder if they even notice this-___-"
i bet they'll cmnt and say something though
but in reality, i doubt they really care
Thursday, 15 October 2009
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001 " music
i don't know how to put a music player on xg anymore=-= "
because i have the new xg which uses themes..
if you know, please let me know :D
thanks!!!<333
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
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{ "episode.o3" }
呢幾日好忙囉 "
因為今日要考PSAT
所以我就要study study study
希望我考得好啦!!!!> <//
最近我冇乜時間做哋啲野
好憎咁忙呀,,我想暑假快啲黎!! 唉 ~
今日我同kitty傾電話^^
her voice is so cute!! 哈哈
我好鍾意kitty架"
佢真係好好囉:d
希望我哋兩個可以2010 summer係香港見面啦>333< "
&希望hillary可以同我放&wanwan有時間同我一齊出街:)
hillary,wanwan,kitty ; 我愛你們!!!
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
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{ "episode.o2" }
the English language . . . .
i need to try harder to improve my English :|
when writing essays i always run out of words to use,
but vocabulary is so very hard to learn!
there is so many long and hard words out there
i probably need to hang out with people who have sophisticated vocabulary.
i think that is what would help me the best right now.
i know hillary, luke, jaime, jordi all have a really good range of knowledge in this subject,
but when chatting with them, we don't use much vocabulary words.
aiii i really hate english. it's so hard!!!!
( no, that's not what she said-w-;; )
somebody help me with it please :[
so school has still been a pain!
especially chemistry class._."
i absolutely loathe that class at the moment.
the teacher always talks about random things
that really have no connection to chemistry.
i don't learn anything in that class..
history class is pretty good, in my opinion.
ms. yapshing is a real nice person and good teacher.
although we just mainly take notes,
writing something down is a real good way to remember something.
and she is also fairly interesting.
i'm glad that i have at least one good teacher this year"
another good teacher will be pastor j ^^
i always enjoy his class ~
i have him second semester though.
i hope i will have fun in his class as well:]
well basically, so far, other than history school is like hell ; ~; "
i'm always up late doing hwk or other.
i'm always sleepy now.
and worst of all, i'm getting so fucken fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i'm eating too much now cuz of all the stress...
aiiiyah! this is so bad :'(
Sunday, 13 September 2009
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{ "episode.o1" }
Life . . . .
Why doesn't anything happen the way you want it
Why is everything always so bland and dull
I am sick of tired of everything that DOESN'T go on
I want something EXCITING *bam* to happen
Nothing bad of course but something happy and fun ?
Anything just to get life moving along again
What this thing is I don't even know
But I just want it to happen !
And fastschool has been a pain in the butt "
we have hwk everyday.
we have a test like every week.
school sucks :|
i want summer break to come already!
then i can go back to hk
& hopefully hillary can come as well
oh ` can't forget KITTTY >333< //
then i'll actually have a blast and one UNFORGETTABLE summer nyah;)
Tuesday, 01 September 2009
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♥♥♥my loves♥♥♥
i realized once again how painful and lonely one could feel
when going through a tough time & no one to rely on.
i realized how it feels to want to be relied on
but wasn't given the chance.
i realized that having close fds that one can count and depend on
is a blessing which most of us take for granted.
i realized that my fds are all irreplaceable;
if even one were to disappear, i don't know what i'd do.
tonight, i think i have grown to treasure my fds more than ever
and hope that they will depend on me whenever they may need me.
i know this is extremely selfish of me,
but i hope with all of my heart that they will not leave me alone
on this wretched world full of sin and death.
i hope that they will forever be by my side and never leave me.
that is my selfish wish that i ask of them.
you guys should know who you are`
♥always helping & comforting me♥
and to all of you lovely beings, i want you to know this ;
i love you so very much
i am so grateful that you are here with me
i am so glad i met you
you are the best thing that has ever happened to me
you mean the world to me
forever and ever will i cherish you
notice there are no periods after these sentences.
that is because this love i have for you
is never ending and will go on forever and ever.
" i♥u"
Thursday, 27 August 2009
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Relationships`
During these past few days, I have discovered that everyone has this problem.
No matter how social, pretty, happy or sad you are,
you are bound to face this problem sometime in life.
It may be in the past, present, or even in the future!
Or you may not even know that it's there`
But I believe that it is within every one of us.
Just maybe some may be more visible than others.
So after just saying all that crap what exactly am I talking about?
What is this problem that everyone has?`
This problem is just this, maintaining a healthy relationship with fds & etc.
{ So my insight on this subject is the following }
First of all, I believe that every relationship needs to built on trust.
If there is no trust, a relationship will be impossible.
Even if there is trust as small as a mustard seed,
the relationship might just work.
But without it, it will most certainly be unsuccessful.
Second, there needs to be communication.
Without this, you will not know what the other person is thinking.
If the other person has a problem you wouldn't know about it
because there is NO communication.
Thirdly, there has to be time.
I think this is the most important because
without this you will not be able to communicate, to build trust, or anything else.
Basically, all you need is time when in a relationship.
This applies to all the different types of relationships there are in the world.
All of them need time!!!!
Without it, everything will just end up in crumbling down into nothing.
There is also a lot of other things that are needed in a relationship.
Each may vary by person depending on their personality & surroundings
but these are the basics needed for each and every relationship to blossom and grow.
ESPECIALLY TIME`
( list is not in any kind of order )
Monday, 24 August 2009
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she's a bitch!
Last year i worked for a teacher at school for pay.
LAST YEAR
i asked her if i could work for pay for her again this year
& she had said ;
"yeah sure. we usually keep our payed workers 'til they graduate"
so then TODAY ( first full day of school ) ,
i go over to her room to ask if she still has a payed job open for me.
and WHAT DOES SHE SAY?!!!!!
she says ;
"oh i found another guy to work for pay. he said he'd vacuum too"
so like she gives me up for another guy who vacuums?!!
when she clearly stated that she'd give me the job?!!!
does she think i don't know how to vacuum or something?!!!!
she should have told other people asking
that she already has paid workers
& that if her payed workers didn't return by next week
then she'll give them the job
she should have told me that she forgot
and that she would give me the job again
& tell the other guy that she forgot she already had a payed worker
she should have done these things
which PROFESSIONALS would do
but she DIDN'T which means she is UNPROFESSIONAL
( even my dad she was unprofessional ! )
SO if that's not a bitch i don't know what is=="
----there is no other pay jobs available...
hopefully i find a job that pays ; ~; "
Wednesday, 19 August 2009
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DAVE DAYS`
no longer my obsession
because i don't obsess with lame people (lol jk)
So i have a new obsession ,,, >0<;;
The name's DAVE DAYS ~
He's soooo cute >w< "
& his music is just awesome!!!
His covers are even better than the original ! o.o "
omgggg ;) i fucken love him
link to his CD ;
http://store.dftba.com/product/the-dave-days-show
link to his YOUTUBE ;
http://www.youtube.com/davedays
link to his WEBSITE ;
http://davedays.com/
link to his MYSPACE ;
http://www.myspace.com/davedays
ahhhhh ! i love him :)
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